four songs – lyrics
i never told you

Don’t wanna know
I don’t wanna know about it
Sometimes at home
I feel so cold without it

I never told you
That I need you
That I love you
Someone can hurt you
Like I used to
Now I’m hurt too

Don’t wanna know
I don’t wanna know about it
Lost in my thoughts
Can’t seem to live without it

I never told you
That I need you
That I love you
Someone can hurt you
Like I used to
Now I’m hurt too

I never told you
sunset

Sunset
So I can’t fix that
Wish you’d never forget a single day
Never forget every possible way

Like me
Never think to see
How we faded so far into the light
And lost our way through the endless night
my memories

Before the face of the Creator
representing my mother's eyes
knowing that my father has dissolved into infinity
understanding that death is irreversible
I remember you
I remember your faces
I remember your names
I remember how your voices sounded
I remember your smiles and laughter
I remember the tears
Filled with gratitude
Opening new doors
Climbing new steps upward
I lock the old locks
I turn off the old sound
I cover the old windows
I close the books I have read
I throw away the keys
Wiping away the tears of the night
Finishing my prayer
Drinking the last glass
Smoking the last cigarette
I take the next step
I know we will never meet again
I know you will forget my voice
my name
my smile
my tears
But I will remember
But I will be grateful for my memories
IDONTKNOW

Dark night decisions,
Daytime visions.
Last call dropped,
Conversations stopped.

Dark smoke rolls,
Slipping through the holes.

Nothing can unite us,
Nothing will divide us.
© Lebens, 2025